Trust me this all adds up in the end.
Where do I start? Okay, so since I was about 8 years old I have been battling with a “specific phobia” which I will NOT mention, as I do not want anyone to go through what I went through. VERY few people know about this fear, and if you do . . . thank you for always trying to put my mind at ease.
Anyway, the fear had to do with religion/God/faith. Something between those lines, I won’t get specific. Living with this fear was crippling, I shed so many tears, pulled out my hair and all the horrible things. A lot of the time I was convinced my mind would “break” if that makes sense. As you know I have many mental issues that I battle with, but this was by far the worst thing that I had to overcome.
I’ve spoken to therapists about this and none could help. . . Until I met Daisy. On the very first day when we were talking about what I need help with, I mentioned this specific phobia and her exact words were “Oh, don’t worry that is definitely something we can work on, don’t worry” For the first time in my life I had hope that maybe, just maybe I can close the door on that chapter.
Daisy and I had a few sessions, and we worked on everything that bothered me (well the main things) and we took a week break (we usually met every week on a Tuesday) because my husband had surgery. And we met this Tuesday, and we were like well what are we going to talk about today? and then she brought it up . . . the thing. And she asked if I am ready and I said yes. We spoke for 50 minutes in total, and by the end of the session I was in tears, those tears that stop you from breathing properly. BUT – it was happy tears. It was finally GONE! she shattered the fear, she gave me advice and for the first time in my life I felt complete peace over my body,
We spoke about God and the Bible, I had some questions which she could answer based on her beliefs and the fact that she had studied the Bible for many years. She advised me to read the Bible and start with the book of John, and we spoke about what a coincidence it is that this weekend is Good Friday and Easter. The Daily text for today is “Good Friday — For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life. John 3:16” Also, the daily text for that day was “Tuesday, March 26, 2024 — Psalm 39:7–13
Exodus 31:12–32:29; Matthew 26:36–46 The Lord makes a way in the sea, a path in the mighty waters. Isaiah 43:16 Jesus said, “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also. And you know the way to the place where I am going.” John 14:3-4. Later that day my husband and I were reading up on the history of his Church and we watched a video and it ended with “John 17:21 that they may all be one”. I’ll link the video below
Now, do you believe in fate? because I do. How crazy is it that we had this conversation this week and it all kind of relating to the book of John? It’s not just a coincidence. It can’t be.
I told Daisy how I prayed and prayed to God to take this fear away from me, as it was holding me back from many things, including becoming closer to God. I believe every step I have taken in my life has lead me to Daisy, and in turn lead me closer to God, and I am so very grateful for that.
Crazy how life works hey?
I don’t have an exact message for you to take away from this. . . other than the fact that everything happens for a reason, and things will get better. You just need to hold on. It will get better
May you have a blessed Good Friday and Easter weekend!
Until next time my lovely souls, remember that you are loved
xx